Heistryingforajoke,butherfaebitesdowninafrown,justforamoment,andhefeelsbad.“Don’tbestupid,Harry.”Everyonekeepstellinghimthat.Her,Ron,Hermione,Drao.Youwouldhavethought,afterallthistime,hewouldhavemanagedtogetsmarter.“You’reoneofthemostimportantpeopleinmylife.Justasimportantasthoseidiots.”Shejerksherheadtowardsherbrothers,whoareallrwithughteratsomethingthatHermionehadsaid,whowasbrightredandprobablyspoutingoffabouttherightsofsomeobsuremagialanimal.“Iloveyou,HarryPotter.”
“Ginny.”Hewantshertostop.Hewantstohearthiswhenheisnotstandinginfrontofsomanypeople.Hewants,foramoment,togobaktofifteenyearoldHarryPottersittingattheDursleysonthefirstdayofsummerreelingfromthefreshutofSirius’deathandpromisehimthatyes,itdoesgetbetter.“Don’t.”
“Ineedtosayit.Iloveyou,andforaslongasweareonthisearth,we’realwaysgoingtobefightingforeahother.Beausethat’swhatpeoplewhomeansomethingtoeahotherdo.”Sheisfightingbaktears,anditseemsimpossible,thatsheouldmakeitthroughhervowsbutisnowryingoverhim.“IknowyouhaveRon,andHermione,butIdon’t—didn’t—havemanypeopletoountonoutsideofmyfamily.Youwereafirstforme,HarryPotter.”
“Ithinkfriendloveisbetter,sometimes.”Harrydoesnotwanttosaythathelovesher.otmakehimselfsayit.He’dsaiditbefore,andthenithadhangedrightinfrontofhiseyes,likewaterthroughhispalms,andhehadn’tevenmissedit.“bsp;breakyourheartjustasbad.”
“It’sthesame.”Hereyesarebzingagain.“Butdifferent.”
Itshouldn’tmakesense.Itshouldn’tmakesense,butitdoes,beausethisisGinny,andaboveallthingshehasalwaysbeenabletouandwhatGinnymeans.Itmakeshimsadforamoment,beausethisisthesttimeitwillbelikethis,hisonesthaneofbeingpartoftheHarry-and-Ginnyshowuntiltheygooffontheirseparateways.That’stheprieofgettingolder.Sooftenmovingontendstolooklikelettinggo.
(Thoughmaybethat’sthewholepointofthis.Maybethat’swhatshe’stryingtotellhim,thattheywon’tletthemselvesfadeawayfromeahother,beauseshewillreahforhimandhewillreahforherandthey’llneverletgo,notreally.)
“Weneverwererightforeahother,”Ginnysaid,thetwoofthemrevolvinginairleonesttimeasthesongdiesdown,thefaesofthepeoplewholovedthemfshingbyastheymaketheirirle.“ButIthinkwe’vefinallygotitfiguredoutdon’tyou?”
Yes,hethinks,butannotsay,beausetherearesomanypeoplestaringandheistoobusygoingintoamokbowforRonandCharlie’sbe,pressingakisstohertemplebeforeleadingherbaktoLuna.Ithinkwehave.
Drao
He’sstandingwithGee.Again.It’sbeomesuhaommonourrenethathe’satuallystartingtobelievehe’ssometypeofbabysitter,liketheWeasleyshaddeidedthateverytimeGeewasgoingintooneofhisslumpstheywouldjustpushhimtowardsDraoandhopethathewasabletodealwithit,beausehedoesn’tthinkit’saoinidenethattheykeepfindingeahotherandGeelookslikehe’sinnoshapetobeativelyseekingsomeoneout,friendornot.
Geehasspentthewholedayswivelingbetweenperfetlyokayandstandingrightattheedgeofaliff,andthistime,ithadbeenDraowhoedgedhimalittlebitloser,havingsuggestedawalkandthenfoundhimselfstandingrightinfrontoftheemptyhairthatGinnyhadinsistedneededtobethereinmemoryofFred,justtokeepherfromfeelinglikeshehadfottenhim.
“That’sallhegets.Hedies,andlifegoeson,andtheydon’tevensayanythingabouthim.”Heisgringatthehair.DraoislookingforRonorGinnyorthebrotherwiththedragontoothearring,someonetohelphimalmthestormbeforeitboilsover.“Theyjustgivehimahair.”
“Sheprobablydidn’twanttomakepeoplesad,”Draofindshimselfsaying,floundering,sooutofhisdepthit’salmostughable.“Onherweddingday,youknow.”
“Still.Hedeservesbetter.More,”Andhekiksout,hard,hardenoughthatoneofthelegsofthehairsnap.Draorepairsit,butthatdoesnotstopthesarletribbonthathadbeenedarounditfromfloatingintotheairandoutofreah,takingawaytheonlysignthatitwasapereservedforsomeonespeial.“Thanastupid.”Anotherkik.“Chair.”
Draojustwathedhimasthefuryrollsoverhimandthenfadesbakintonothing,leavingGeestandingtherelookinglikealittlekidwhohadjustthrownatantrumanddidn’tgettheresponsehewanted.“Youneedtomoveon.”Hesays,hardlydaringthewordsareleavinghismouthbutknowingthattheymustbesaidbysomeone,beauseMerlinknowsnoneofhisfamilyaregoingtodoit.YouneedtobeaspeialkindofheartlesstosaywhatDraoissaying.“It’stheonlywayyou’reevergoingtogetalifeofyourown.”
“WhyshouldIgettomoveon?”Hekiksoutatthehairagain,butlighterthistime,soit’smoreofanudge.“WhyshouldIdeservetohavealifewhenhedoesn’t?”
“Beauseyou’retheonewhosestillhere,andthatsuks,butyou’vegotpeoplewholoveyou,whosodesperatelywantyoutobeokayagain.”DraoreahesouttohimandGeedoesnotshrughimaway.“Isn’tthatenough?Thefatthatyoustillhavethem,evenwhenhe’sgone?”
“Itwouldbebetterifhewerehere,”Geemutters,soquietthattheyanbothpretendDraodidnothere,butthenhestraightensandforesoutaugh,shiftingintheblinkofaneyetotheGeewhowasokay.“Speakingofpeoplewholovedyou.Iwassupposedtotellyouearlier.Harryneedsyouinthegarden.”
“What?”Thewordneedthrowshimoffa
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