Chapter5

Harrydeided,afteraoupledaysthought,thatitdidn’tfeelrightnottellingMGonagalltherewasananimagusonthegrounds.Hadhebeenyounger,hemayhavewaitedabitlonger,butsinehehadlearnedjustwhatkindofpeoplehidinthewizardingworld,well,heouldn’treonileputtingHagridandMGonagallandanyoneelseonthegroundsinger.HewouldhavetoswallowhisprideandtellMGonagallsoonerratherthanter,althoughhewasnolosertoknowingthewolf’sidentitythanhehadbeenaweekago.Plus,nowthathewasgrown,maybeshewouldlethimhelptakletheprobleminsteadofinsistinghestayonthesidelines.Thoughthathadhardlystoppedhiminshool.

Itfeltsowrong,infat,thatHarryhadbarelybeensleeping.

Hetookbaktoroamingthehallwaysatallhoursofthenight,avoidingaertainsetionofthedungeonswithallhismight,butendingupthereiably.Hehadfeltthestrangepreseneinthehalltwiemore.Thefeelingofbeingwathed,aompaniedbythatsametug,thatsamefeelingofwaitingforsomeoneelsetospeak.Butnooneeverdid,andheneversawanythingthatgavehimpause,sohehalkedituptothefeelingbeingwhathewantedfeel.Thatdidn’texpinwhyhehadonlyfeltitafewtimesandnoteverytimeheenteredtheSlytherinsetionofthedungeons,butifheignoredthat,itwasagoodenoughexpnationasany.Inhisinabilitytosleep,hefoundhimselfdressedandreadyforthedaybysixinthem,deidingtoheaddowntothekithensandeatsomethingbeforeheadingtoMGonagall’soffie.Whenhegottothekithens,hefoundhedidn’thavemuhofanappetite,settlingforaupofoffee.HeworriedthatitwastooearlytogoseeMGonagalljustyet,anddeidedthattherewasnoharmingoingbytheSlytherindungeonsagain.Justtolook.Asheroundedtheornertothedungeons,heheardthefaintlikoffootsteps.Hestoppedjustattheedgeoftheorner,notdaringtolook,listening.Hewasn’tsurewhyhewashiding,buthefeltthatwhoeverwasominghadjustaslittlebusinessbeingthereashedid.

“Sepultura”afamiliarfemalevoiesaidfirmly.HeheardthelikingofbriksandturnedtoseethetailendofgreenrobesdisappearingintotheSlytherindoorway.

MGonagall.

Harrystood,frozen,waitingtohearthedoorwayopenagain,butitdidnotome.Hewaitedtenminutes,thentwenty,andstillshedidnotexit.Thatsettleditforhim.

Whatevershewashidinginthere,hewasgoingtofindout.Tonight.Theanimagusouldwait.

“Idon’tseewhat’ssohardaboutstayingawayfromhim,”MGonagallstartedagain,paingarosstheoldSlytherinommonroom.

“Hewon’tletme!”Draoompined.

“Thendisillusionyourself,Malfoy!Heanhardlypesteryouifhedoesn’tknowyou’rethere!”

“Ihavebeen!”

“ThenIdon’tuandtheproblem!”

“Ithinkitwouldbebetterif—”

“Mr.Malfoy.Thereisnowhereformetosendyou.Apartfromyourparents,Iamtheonlyonethatknowsthetruth.YouknowIan’tsendyouoffofthegrounds.You’llsurelybefoundout.AsforMr.Potter,thepoorboywaswitheringawayandIhadAlbusDumbledore’sportraitinmyeartellingmethatIan’tletaboywithsuhpotentialwasteit.Idon’tarehowmuhyoudislikehim,orwhateverfeelingsofanimosityyoumaystillharbor,Iwon’tturnhimawaysimplybeauseyoudon’twanthi—”

“That’snotwhy!”Draoyelled,suddenly,startlingevenhimself.Itwastheloudesthehadbeeninyears.Hedidn’tknowhewasapableofsuhanoisestill.

MGonagallstilled.“Thenwhy,Mr.Malfoy?”sheaskedstiffly.

“Ian’tstandtoseehimlikethis,”Draoadmitted,quietly.

“Well,intime,itwillgetbetter,”sheassuredhim.“Onehestartsteahing.”

“Idon’tknowthatitwill.”

“Don’tbesoontrariwise,”shehastised.

“Ifoundhim,thefirstnight,standingoutsidetheSlytherindungeons.Talkingtodeadpeopleandrying.AndbydeadpeopleImeanspeifiallyme,”Draostartedslowly.“Andhowhemissesme.”

MGonagallopenedhermouthtospeakandthenlosedit,lookingratherlikeafish.

“I’vealreadybroughtsomuhpainintohislife,”Draoontinued,“ThatIwasneverabletoamend.IthinkitwillruinmetoseehimsotornuplikethiswhenIouldsoeasilyfixit,ifonlythingswerealittlebitdifferent.IthinkIanonlyholdupforsolongbeforeIruineverything.It’salreadyalmostmorethanIanbear.”

MGonagallwassilentforamomentthatstrethedonforwhatfeltlikeeternity.ItwasthelosestDraohadeverbeentoadmittingeverythingoutloud.

“Youneverhatedhim,didyou?”sheaskedgently.

Draosmiledbakatherweakly.

“No,Isupposeyoudidn’t.Isupposethatwasanotherattopleaseyourfather.”

“Isupposeitwas.”

Heouldn’tlookather.Hedidn’twanttoseethesorrylookonherfae.

Finallyshesaid,“LetmefigureoutwhatIando.We’llmeetthesametimetomorrow.”

Draonodded.

Whensheleft,helookedaroundathisroom,feelingabitofmenholysinkintohisstomah.Herekonedtheywouldn’tbehisroomsformuhlonger.Notifhegothisway.

Chapter6

HarrysupposedtheonlyplustonothavinggrownsinehisshooldayswasthathisoldInvisibilityCloakstilloveredhimdowntohisfeet,ifherouhed.

Hehadbeenstandinginthedungeonhallwayforthirtyminutes.Hehadheardthebrikwalllikinglosedasheturnedtheorneruponhisarrival,buthehadn’tbeensureifthatmeantsomeonehadjustgoneinoromeout.Thehoursbetweenmandnightfallhadbeentreaherous,butthosemereminutesinthehallwaywereutteragony.Afterhalfanhour,theuriosityatwhatwasontheothersideoutweighedhisfearofwhomeverhemayen

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